Today I had an especially busy morning and I let myself get caught up in the busyness. I rushed from here to there and back many times both physically and mentally. It was exhausting, but I had some time planned to slow down and relax. It's Friday and I had my class to relax just after lunch.
My morning continued to be busy and of course bled into lunch. I had just enough time to shovel from food into my face so I could get down to relaxing. I just needed to hurry up and eat.
It was mid-way through my lunch that I realized how ridiculous this was. I was kind of stressing out about my relaxing time. I still couldn't snap out of it, but at least I was self-aware. I hope I can come back to this memory and snap out of it when I need to in the future.
I was doing today in a very small way what I don't ever want to do...I was just trying to get to [Fill in the blank]. I don't want to miss what's happening now because I'm waiting to get past some milestone or whatever.
I did make it to class on time:P. The class wasn't as good as it would have been if I'd been a little more mellow to start with. You get what you give:P
My morning continued to be busy and of course bled into lunch. I had just enough time to shovel from food into my face so I could get down to relaxing. I just needed to hurry up and eat.
It was mid-way through my lunch that I realized how ridiculous this was. I was kind of stressing out about my relaxing time. I still couldn't snap out of it, but at least I was self-aware. I hope I can come back to this memory and snap out of it when I need to in the future.
I was doing today in a very small way what I don't ever want to do...I was just trying to get to [Fill in the blank]. I don't want to miss what's happening now because I'm waiting to get past some milestone or whatever.
I did make it to class on time:P. The class wasn't as good as it would have been if I'd been a little more mellow to start with. You get what you give:P
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