The details are irrelevant now. I'm of two minds even writing this. I'd just as soon forget or pretend like it didn't really happen.
I had a rare second-chance moment. Everything important came into focus and everything else faded. I was jarred into realizing most of the stuff on my mind faded away.
I'm sooooooo lucky to have a second chance. I'm pretty sure third chances are much more rare. I'll just come back and read this.