Our TV has a screensaver and I saw a picture of myself from years ago. I remember how happy and full of shukur I was. I also remember realizing how much shukur I wasn't doing being around some people with incredible attitudes of the time they got to do qadambosi.
This situation is so....I'm sitting here thinking about all the ways to finish that sentence. There's so much going on and Alhamdolillah we're all healthy. We've managed to incorporate a bunch of positive habits that just make us feel good. We spend more time together now. We eat together. We don't simply eat at the same time; we eat together in the taal. We listen to each other more. And like normal people we sometimes lose our patience, but then we remember why we're feeling the way we are and it just seems stupid especially considering what many are dealing with. Yesterday we spent an hour raising our collective blood pressure about perler beads!
We do namaz together at home. And not just at the same time. Moula gave me raza to do imamat namaz at home. I didn't think I'd ever do that in my life.
I started writing about the picture that I've seen a thousand times before. It's a picture of the moment Burhanuddin Moula gave me my Mufhusiyat. It came up and I stared at it in awe. I knew it was awesome then. It felt like I had reached something amazing then. I had no idea the path it would lead me on and no idea that would lead here.
Taher, do that thing you know is amazing even if you don't know why. Do it even if it's hard.
This situation is so....I'm sitting here thinking about all the ways to finish that sentence. There's so much going on and Alhamdolillah we're all healthy. We've managed to incorporate a bunch of positive habits that just make us feel good. We spend more time together now. We eat together. We don't simply eat at the same time; we eat together in the taal. We listen to each other more. And like normal people we sometimes lose our patience, but then we remember why we're feeling the way we are and it just seems stupid especially considering what many are dealing with. Yesterday we spent an hour raising our collective blood pressure about perler beads!
We do namaz together at home. And not just at the same time. Moula gave me raza to do imamat namaz at home. I didn't think I'd ever do that in my life.
I started writing about the picture that I've seen a thousand times before. It's a picture of the moment Burhanuddin Moula gave me my Mufhusiyat. It came up and I stared at it in awe. I knew it was awesome then. It felt like I had reached something amazing then. I had no idea the path it would lead me on and no idea that would lead here.
Taher, do that thing you know is amazing even if you don't know why. Do it even if it's hard.
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